Faith, Basketball, and Musicals.

Some days are so completely pointless. Today being one of those days. That's a really frustrating thing because I want each day to have a purpose. As a Christian, I know what each day's purpose should be. I bring people to faith and let my faith show in my actions. I never feel like I'm doing that. I don't ever get the feeling that someone has benefited from me being where I am and from the things that I say and do. It's a frustrating feeling and I'm not sure who to talk to or what to do about it. I suppose it's possible that it's just one of those feelings teenagers get but I also think that that's used as an excuse way to often. "You're a teenger, you're supposed to be confused." "You'll understand when you're older." So often that's the response I get and it really doesn't mean anything. There should be a better answer than that. At least that's what I think. It's also quite possible that there is no answer and I'm supposed to leave it to my faith.

Piece of Snake played today. We were short one Evan and one Mr. Downey, but we had one extra Blake so that was good. We got up to eighteen points which is significantly better than the six or whatever we had the last game. It was very enjoyable to play and became pretty much the highlight of my day.

Play practice has started. I'm a nun, which isn't really what I was hoping for, but I think I can get a good time out of it anyways. There are a lot of people who I am friends with who are also nuns or a similar part and I'm sure I'll make a few more in the proscess.

So in conclusion, I'm confused about a lot of stuff and there's a lot of really good stuff going on. As always my friends are wonderful. I don't deserve them and I want to do more for them.

Oh, I got a card today from Locks of Love. That's the first time that I've had any acknowledgement that they are getting and using my hair. I've done it twice now and it's weird knowing that 12 inches of your hair got cut off, shipped to Florida, and you never hear anything about it. Anyways, I just thought that was noteworthy.